We are experiencing another blast from the north.  Moisture from the west.  Winds from every direction!

This has been another set of busy days behind me!

I have more good news.

The fact God loves me so much, and is full of grace and mercy, makes me want to shout from the rooftop what He has done for me.  I want to tell my story over and over to people who have been given a bad medical report, or any other bad news. 

                                     (A black, leather watch I bought with some Christmas money.)

GOD LOVES EVERYONE and He doesn't have favorite people.  He doesn't arbitrarily do more for one person, than another.  In His eyes, we are equal.  His love for us is equal.

Yesterday's physical exam lasted about 2 1/2 hours.  I was checked from head to toe.  I took the paper copies of my cancer history from when they found the tumor, to when they found it had metastasized to my bone, to the recent reports of no tumors seen.

I had lab work done and even ear wax removed from my left ear.  I hadn't been able to hear out of my left ear and assumed it was just a slight hearing loss due to my getting older.  It was an embarrassingly, HUGE plug of wax and took the nurse quite a while to work it loose with a warm water irrigation.  What an amazing difference!  I had crisp, clear hearing, after the plug was removed.

                                                          (Two dogs and a cat!)                               

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They did an EKG AND tested my lung power with some sort of a machine that measured the force of air you use when blowing.  The EKG report looked just fine and they said my lung power was better than what someone my age, weight, and whatever, was predicted to register.  So, I'm *definitely* full of hot air!   The chemo therapy doesn't appear to have damaged my heart.  I had lab work done and it will (later) tell if any other organs were damaged.

I had to fill out the usual reams of paper questionnaires - everything from childhood diseases to my current mental state of mind.

                                              (Chirper loves "his" bird, Tango!)

Shaking his head in disbelief, he said, "You are one VERY lucky lady, in more ways than one.  Looking at you when you walked in with your story, I'm very surprised by what I have found and can only say, you are one incredibly lucky person."

I was a little confused about what he was measuring me against, so I asked, "You mean coming through chemo and getting some of my energy back?"

He said, "Well, yes *that* and also the fact your blood work shows you have EXCELLENT good cholesterol levels - almost 50% higher than we like to see in women.  Much of this isn't due to eating right, but simply your genetic make up.  You inherited some VERY good genes for a long healthy life."

I said, "I'm glad my blood work looked so good.  I've had a rough year."  

He discussed other things that all looked okay and said he could get me in next Monday for a bone density test, rather than wait until April, when the cancer place had me scheduled.  He also said they would give me a hearing test on Monday, now that the wax was gone!!

Then he stood up and walked around the desk to me, so I stood up, too.  He put his hand on my upper arm and squeezed it and said, "You know, your response to chemo and radiation is very rare?"

I told him I was aware of that fact.

He continued, "For a woman who *just* has a diagnosis of breast cancer, it isn't as amazing that her tumors would shrink; and, every now and then, we see them go away and surgery isn't necessary.  But, your breast cancer was H-U-G-E and had metastasized to your bone.  When a woman's cancer metastasizes . . . well, you NEVER see that person completely tumor free, NEVER.  You are one very lucky lady."

So . . .

I had to tell him about God!!!

                                                            (Muffins Rissy made this morning.)

It's with such pleasure that I tell my story to people and give God the glory.  I want everyone to know the work God has done in me and I want to give God recognition.  I want to encourage and give people a reason to hope.  A reason to pray.  A reason to not give up in a difficult situation.  A reason to ASK God for what you want and a reason to exercise your faith.  Children ask parents for the things they desire, and we may ask our heavenly Father - it's Biblical to ask (Matthew 7:11). 

I'm not just talking about someone who receives a report of cancer or any other debilitating disease (like I received); but, I'm talking about using faith when given ANY bad report.  Financial fear when it comes to paying your bills.  Loss of a job.  Death of a loved one.  Divorce.  God is here for us - ALWAYS.  We have to exercise our faith and believe His Word is ALL true.

God is right here with us and, during these "bad report" times, He can teach us (better than ever) to stay close to Him and trust Him.  I *had* to trust Him with my life - completely.  I had to pray, "Lord, this is so big, YOU are the only one who can fix this.  I can't.  The medical world can't.  Men and the world of medicine have limitations, but you have no limitations.  Nothing is impossible for YOU!"

                                           (Sun shining on this beautiful January morning.)

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After receiving the good report on the status of my whole body, my back began to hurt.  It hurt BAD last night.  Pain pills, a heating pad, and staying on  my back in bed did no good.  The pain continued.  Then, I put a CD of hymns in the CD player by my bed, took out a hymnal, and read the words as the choir sang.  I soon became more comfortable and the pain relaxed its hold on me.

I will NOT let the devil rob me of my joy.  I will NOT give up and quit praying for myself and others.  I will NOT let the devil whisper in my ear things like, "God can't do what you think He has done.  It didn't really happen." 

I praised God again last not for the gift of life he gave me at birth, and I praised Him for the life He gave back to me last year.  There isn't a day that goes by that I'm not keenly aware of the miracle that has taken place in my life. 

My heart's desire is to praise Him and tell others there is a reason to have hope. 

Be Blessed  ~

Well, I'm still here.  Yesterday didn't kill me.

Jesse got home very late, just after I had gotten in bed to read.  We went to sleep some time after midnight.

Today is another day and my attitude is a different attitude. 

When I went to bed, I picked up a little book I started January 1st.  I guess you'd call it a daily devotional type of book.

These were the words that popped out (remember my ugly day yesterday???):

For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if you through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.  Romans 8:13

(oops! I thought to myself) 

The devotional started out saying:

"It is a fact that our old man has been crucified with Christ, but it must be remembered that we are still living in our old bodies subject to habits and appetites which were formed by the old man.  All of these are to be dealt with, and each one must be put to death.  There is still a vast field in which we are to win victories.  We can add nothing to that which the Lord Jesus did on the cross for us, that is a finished work into which we are to enter by faith, but in the realm of habits which we formed before we became Christians, there is without doubt much land to be possessed.  These habits must never be confused with the old man which was crucified." (L. L. Legters)

(double oops! I thought) 

Did I get angry yesterday during school and give my children a "speech" in an angry voice?

Yep. 

Did I act like Luci, during one of her fits, and lower myself to that same behavior level?

Yep. 

Do I know better than to lower myself to such an emotional level that I screamed?

Yep. 

Did I pray first, before my emotions got out of control?

Nope. 

Did it even cross my mind to ask, "What would Jesus do?"

Nope. 

Did the words of my devotional jump out and grab my very soul and spirit and correct me?

Yep.

Does God give us the grace to wake up the new day with a fresh slate and correct our errors made yesterday?

Yep. 

Am I going to choose to follow God's example?

Yep. 

Thank you Lord for grace, healing, and a new morning each day. o/

Little Bit still needs a bath - his last bath was a week ago, but he smells like mud and rain (i.e. stinky dog).

I'm going to take that bath I missed last night.  I'm going to give LIttle Bit a bath.  I'm going to bathe my spirit and renew my mind.  I might even play some music (Christian) while I bathe and meditate on the words.

Then, Jesse and I are going to the girls' appointment and, at the same time, I'll see my old doctor (insurance will pay for him, now) and have a general physical.

After that?  Who knows.

But, today is a glorious new day (and our taxes say we have a fat refund waiting for us!). 

Thank you God for still loving me after yesterday!

Be Blessed

So very sleepy, here!

(Today I'll share pictures of our Christmas Eve blizzard.)

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It's been a busy day!  A day that was started VERY early by me!

I woke up earlier than usual and found Jesse sleeping on the formal living room sofa. 

It's a sad statement when a sofa is more comfortable than your own bed.

I think we will be buying ANOTHER mattress when our tax refund comes in!  Not because we want to, but because it's become a necessity.

                         (Snow angels weren't as fun as they had anticipated.  VERY cold!)

Both of us are having a horrible time with our backs, and my hips and shoulder blades hurt.  My skin literally feels bruised, like I've been hit or slapped.  We're pretty sure it's the mattress.

We have been using a memory foam mattress topper - I think 3" or thicker - that I bought at Target a few years ago.  It's guaranteed for 5 years, but I think ours is about done after only 3 years and, of course, I don't have the receipt!.

We took it off the bed last week and that's when our horrible back aches started.

I woke up this morning on my left side with my left arm asleep.  It went all the way down to my fingers.  I poked my left thumb with my fingernails and could feel nothing.  I'm talking seriously numb!

Jesse said he woke up in the early morning hours with a headache and felt it was the mattress and pillow pulling on his neck and shoulders.  We're going to put the foam mattress topper back on and pray until some money comes in! 

           (Stormy checking out the snow that fell off the front door.  One of the last pictures of Stormy.)

This is the second king size bed we have purchased in the past 7 years.  Sounds a little excessive to me.  Fortunately, Jesse's cousin worked at a furniture store and we received a huge discount on both beds.  The first one was too soft (Annamarie has it, now) and this one is too hard.  Do I sound like Goldilocks?!   We'll be on our own with our next purchase.  His cousin moved out of state!

This week was supposed to be warm (upper 50s and low 60s), but today was overcast and damp and now it's become very windy.  The house felt chilled.  Rissy mentioned something about being cold, so I knew it wasn't just me.  Not one to sit in a chilly house, I mixed up a batch of peanut butter cookies this afternoon.  AND put on a zip up sweat shirt jacket!  I feel much better!

The girls were thrilled by the cookies AND the fact some American Girl Books I had ordered from eBay arrived today.  I'm so pleased with the purchases.  They are like new books for about half the cost of new.  I ordered 23 or 24 in all.  The one set was mixed stories about different girls and the second set was all Kirsten's 6 books.  I should have had my camera when they saw the stack of books on my desk!  I'm so glad my children like to read.

I had to let go of my computer again yesterday.  The guy that erased everything and reloaded our computer (when it had that virus) forgot to reload MicroSoft Word.  I had no way to type a document and no Excel to make charts.  I'm back in business today.

My new cleaning gal didn't come today.  She called to say she had a really runny nose that she thought was allergies, but couldn't promise me she wasn't coming down with a cold.  Of course, I can't be around people who are sick . . . so, my house didn't get cleaned today.  Her next day to work will be on Friday.  I hope she feels better.  I'm looking forward to taking a lot of cleaning responsibility away from the girls.  They really do A LOT around here.

Yesterday Jesse had the girls with him.  He passed a Buffalo Wild Wings restaurant and Rissy said she'd buy if he'd stop and get some chicken wings!  ALL of the girls said they'd chip in.  Tonight I've put up the ground beef that was going to be spaghetti and Jesse has gone to pick up wings!  They are on sale for 40 cents each, today.  Each girl chipped in a bit of money.  I don't think we've ever let them do that before, but I think it's nice for children to have the opportunity to do something for their parents or family.  (I put a $5 bill in the heap, myself!)

Jesse is helping me get the stack of textbooks I want to sell together.  If any of you know of anyone who can use some school books for children just starting in school (either homeschool or needing extra practice at home), I'll be listing my books by the end of the week.

I took a discarded bookcase from Rissy's old room and put it next to my bed (next to a bigger bookcase) and the shelves have remained bare.  I haven't gotten around to getting to the bedroom to organize the books.  I'm thinking of putting them on the shelves by subject matter - much like a library.

I should go and put away the dishes I left to dry on the bar, from baking cookies this afternoon.  Jesse will be back soon with our chicken wings.  The prospect of no dishes tonight is music to my ears!

Be Blessed

I haven't had a chance to get on here and write.  I've kept busy these past 3 or 4 days! 

I had promised pictures of Annamarie's new hair cut (after the "accident" she had with a round brush!) and I wanted to show pictures of my triple chocolate cookies I baked a week, or so, ago! 

I mean, c'mon, chocolate is always welcome, right?

   It all started with a box of chocolate fudge cake mix . . . .

And, Annamarie's hair experience all started when her Daddy innocently bought her a round brush, not knowing people who have hair past their fanny can't use that type of brush! 

   She has beautiful hair, so nothing you do to it looks bad.  But, she is highly embarrassed to have such short hair, while her sisters still sport long hair.  I told her it's all relative - after all, take a look at my shorter-than -short hair!!!!  Next to me in the mirror, she has VERY long hair! LOL

I received WONDERFUL news at my appointmnet last week.  The results from my PET scan and MRI, done right before Christmas, showed that my vertebrae tumors have shrunk away and are replaced with a fatty substance.  That's the same thing that happened when my breast tumors disappeared.

The onoclogist used words like, "highly unusual response" and she reiterated that less than 1% (stressing the "less than") of patients with Stage 4 breast cancer experience what had happened to me. 

It was hard for Jesse and me to process what she was really saying. 

He had to leave the appointment to take Luci to another appointment (for testing) and I had the opportunity to spend another 10 minutes of "alone time" with my doctor.  Before I got too excited, I wanted to be sure I was really understanding what she was saying, and not exaggerating (in my head) what I "wanted" to hear. 

I said, "So you're saying this is really a huge thing . . . what's happened to me and all, right?"  And she said "Yes.  It is VERY huge.  It's phenomenal!"  

I told her how my back had been healed once before - when my vertebrae were collapsing on top of each other (severe degenerative disc disease) and how I was sent to a specialist at the city's teaching hospital. 

I had brought x-rays (taken from an appointment in March) to compare with what was currently (July) going on.  The head of orthopedics looked at the x-rays taken that day (which revealed nothing but a very "youthful spine" - his words) and he couldn't explain what had happened. 

My oncologist's response to that story was, "Well, it's happened again!"

That explains my pictures of chocolate, today.  They are part of my healing and part of my celebrationg what God has done!  I told my doctor I believed God had sent me to her and she was led to use the right chemo therapy and radiation therapy on my cancer.  I told her how grateful I was for all she had done and that I was glad she would be my doctor for the rest of my life.  I feel VERY comfortable with her and trust her judgement.  She had a "big ol' smile" on her face and gave me a huge hug when she left the room.

Thanks to all of you who have prayed diligently for my healing!  I know God has heard us all, as we petitioned Him with my needs. 

Now, I am praying that He will grow the bone back in my vertebrae in the spots where cancer has eaten the bone up.  Much like a termite eating holes into a building's foundation, my entire skeletal structure is compromised.  The medical profession said bones don't grow back, but (as I told my oncologist), "God grew my bones in the first place and is the ONLY one who can grow them back a second time."  And that's what I'm asking for - another miracle.

I am cleaning out cupboards again.  It's kept me busy this weekend.  We switched the bedrooms of Luci & Rissy.  Luci's temper tantrums are very loud and upsetting to the rest of us, so we put her at the end of the hall, to make her screams less noticeable.  Her new medication is working, but she still has these "rage" melt downs . . .  they just don't last as long.

Rissy is happy enough with her new room, but said she thought we needed to "decorate a bit"  I was so proud of her for not complaining.  Her former room is periwinkle blue and filled with lots of pink trimmings, as well as beautiful pictures in lavender, periwinkle, and pink.  She had an antique mahogany dresser and a huge closet,  Her new room's closet (the size of a coat closet) is used for my formal table linens, florals, and excess bedding.  She'll have to move her clothes to Annamarie's closet, and we'll take Luci's clothes out of there and move them down to Rissy's old room. 

In going through our closets and cupboards, I came upon some TEXTBOOKS I WILL PUT UP FOR SALE.

The textbooks are by A Beka and are for children 3, 4, and 5 years old (preschool, K4 & K5). 

I"ll make the prices reasonable and the price will include shipping costs (media mail).

Keep your eyes open and be watching for my Sale!

There are quite a few things waiting for me - one of which is school!  I should quit writing and do what I'm supposed to be doing! 

I enjoy writing so much more than doing my chores!

Be Blessed  ~

I feel so far behind, posting pictures, and writing something for today.  It's almost time for sleepy-bye-land and I'm just sitting down at the computer!!!

Tonight, I'll share pictures from the Christmas get together Stephanie had at her place for the littles and me.

(Tina, this may be the only pictures I have of the girls' dresses!  But, I will take some soon!)

The minute I got to Stephanie's apartment, JanaLyn insisted I see her new bedroom decor.  It's not really new, but new to me.  "Hello Kitty" everywhere and VERY pink and VERY girl-like!  The girls were silly and posed on her bed!

                                        Thanks so much, Mrs. K, for teaching my girls everything they know!!! LOL

I took pictures of the silly girls and forgot to take pictures of the room's decor (rolling my eyes!).

The party table had veggie tray, cheese ball with crackers, sandwich makings tray, shrimp with cocktail sauce, and cookies from me.  Yum!  Yum!  Aren't these girls cute?  They're getting to be so grown up!

The gifts almost covered up the tree.  A pretty one with all sorts of ornaments Stephanie has collected over the years.

I tried to get a single shot of each child with her gift.

Stephanie - our oldest daughter.

Stephanie's main gift from me was a photo album of pictures of our family, dating back to my Grandpa's picture from World War I.   I tried to write a bit of history in the book, as far as who was related to who, and named and dated each photo.  She can hand the album down to JanaLyn in the future.

I don't think she was sure what it was when she first opened it.  There were two albums in the box.  One large book of family and another smaller one with pictures of her as a child at each birthday party, vacations we took, pets she had, etc.  I also wrote little "quotes" I had collected on various pages in the smaller book and decorated those pages with little hand drawn flowers, etc.

She decided the whole idea was pretty cool and laughed at pictures of herself in the 1980's with big, high bangs, and her dressed in the current fashion!!!!

Her exhusband, JanaLyn's daddy, was there and she showed him the book and talked about all her ancient relatives!

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Someone asked (yesterday???) about Annamarie having short hair.  I guess I forgot to mention that she had an accident with a round brush.  She had rolled the hair (on the side of her head) around the brush, then pulled it tight.  The hair that was caught was over and behind her right ear.  There was no way to cut out the brush and leave the rest of her hair long - it would have been VERY obvious!  So, I cut it off to make it even.  Her hair was down to her rear end and now it's curled around her chin.  A dramatic change for her.  I will have to make a point of taking some pictures of her new hair cut.  Since we don't cut our hair in our family, it was very traumatic for her.  I've saved the ponytail to send and donate to "Locks of Love." 

Jesse said he bought the brush not knowing long hair was hazardous and he felt bad that the brush had to be cut out of her hair.  She grows hair quickly, so maybe by summer she will be able to pull it back in a short ponytail.

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Speaking of hair . . . Thanks for the compliments on my hair.  I'd prefer it to be long again, but ANY hair is better than being bald!  LIke I said yesterday, in person, my hair is platinum and no where near as dark as the photos reflect.  In fact, my hair has photographed dark for a few years, despite the fact it has turned lighter and lighter!

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We went to Wal-Mart today.  We did our shopping a little early this week.  Bought a lot of fresh produce - many things to make salads with, and some fresh fruit to snack on.  It was odd, the shelves didn't have a good variety at all - maybe Wednesday is a bad day to shop.  I also bought some whipped cream cheese to make "California Sandwiches."  Cream cheese with thin cucumber slices, sliced black olive, diced tomato, and a bit of lettuce piled on top.

Lest I give the impression I am ALL GOOD . . .  I must confess, I also bought two boxes of bakery donuts for tomorrow morning!

I was glad to find (and bought) a CD for "2009 Turbo Tax" and will load that, in the next few days, to begin work on our tax return.  I'm probably more excited about that than I am the donuts.  Weird - I know!

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We have various medical appointments Thursday and Friday.  Luci is to be tested on Friday (I suspect some type of reading disability) and I will find out (the same day) the results of my PET Scan (brain and organs) and MRI (the whole spine) that were done last December. 

I'm thinking the news won't be bad, or they would have called me immediately to start some type of treatment.  I'm hoping the news is really GOOD news and not just, "Things look about the same."  I'd really like to hear the cancer tumors in my vertebrae have significantly shrunk.

I'll also have to have my monthly bone IV medication.  That will be a LONG day for me.  I'll have to bring my book and maybe I'll be able to finish it while I sit and sit and sit.

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Speaking of books, due to the fact "Cousin Monica and Cousin Lori" have decided to log the books they read this year AND rate them, I have succumbed to self applied pressure and decided to do the same!!!  I bought a small spiral notepad today to start my recording.  I'm getting a thrill from the prospect of looking back at the end of this year to see all the books I've read.

Like the Turbo Tax purchase, I get a thrill from odd things!

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I should go.  I've have an ache between my shoulders and up into my neck all day.  It feels like someone whacked me with a board.  The heating pad helped ease the ache when I got home, but it would be wise for me to get ready for bed and use the heating pad, again, while I read.

Be Blessed  ~

I raced around yesterday, getting surface areas in my kitchen, bathroom, and desk cleared off so the cleaning lady (who was to start work) would have access to the surfaces needing cleaning.

                                                              An attempted self portrait.

                                      My forehead looks like one of those wrinkly, loose skin dogs!

Not an issue.  She didn't show up.  She was late the first time (for her interview) and then over an hour late yesterday by the time I called the service who provides the helpers. 

After a short discussion (details would be unkind) they made the decision to send someone else. 

THAT person called, we chatted about my needs, and she said she would be available on Tuesdays and Fridays - Yay! That's much better than Monday's and Wednesdays.  She is supposed to start today around 1pm.  Since I have an oncology appointment this Friday, she said she could give me an extra hour today, if need be.

                                                 Annamarie, in between bites of popcorn!

I don't know if I have enough work to keep her busy for that many hours, today.  They are limited on what help they can give a client.  Many of the things I need done, they don't provide. 

They don't dust off window blinds or ceiling fans.  Those are the things I'm NOT supposed to do (arms over my head for a long time) and my children are too short to do for me. 

It's a new experience for me, so I'm sure it will work out after some time.

                                                      See Chirper behind me on the bed?

Last night, I found pictures of the girls and me on my new camera.  I tried to take pictures of myself.  I don't know how all of you do that - holding the camera in your outstretched arm. 

Every picture makes me look like I have a large, flat nose.  I don't.  I have a tiny nose, but the film doesn't portray smallness AT ALL!!!! 

Also, my hair is white, with under shades of light sable.  The pictures make me look like I have *GRAY* hair.  I don't have one strand of gray.  It's VERY platinum or VERY bright white looking. 

I used my new camera and there is so much to learn!!  I try to play around with it a little bit each week.

                                   This was meant to show the length of my new hair growth.

                                                    I promise it isn't this dark, at all!!!

I thought I had an appointment on Thursday of this week, but Jesse looked at my appointment book (last night) and said my appointment was NEXT Thursday.  I'm trying to reestablish my relationship with my old doctor (one I could no longer afford), as he is the same doctor who sees the girls. 

I needed to choose a general physician (required by my insurance company) and my new coverage allows me to PICK rather than go to a clinic THEY PICK for me.  The new insurance allows me more prescriptions to be filled each month and is where my domestic help is coming from.  IF I should ever get to the point where I need a walker or bars around the toilet to help me stand up (or any other medical equipment), they provide those things for free.

Now, if only they provided eyeglasses and vision service.  AND dental would be good!  I'm on my own with those two expenses.  I'm not meaning to sound like I'm complaining or ungrateful.  We received a bill last week from the cancer treatment place I use.  My oncologist's charges, lab work, radiation treatments, and chemo room IV's (for the past *6 MONTHS*) were $24,000+. 

We had been paying a co-pay all along and somehow missed paying for a few things.  Our bill was asking for $13.00!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?  $13.00 out of $24,000.00+ is all we owe!

                                              Rissy and Luci - "caught" by the camera!

Teaching went okay, yesterday.  The children worked at the formal dining room table, instead of the kitchen table.  I thought the cleaning lady was coming, so started them in a place where they would be disturbed.  They'll have to sit there again today, since a NEW cleaning person is supposed to arrive 1pm. 

Yesterday, I took care of a bunch of business on the phone and reloaded some things back onto my computer.  I did more filing of our bills and other stuff - a lot of desk work.  Somehow my Microsoft Office and Excel was erased and I have no way to reload them.  They want a 25 digit code, or something like that, to register my computer software.  Anyway, I can't find what they want in my files - so it has to go back to the computer store so they can load what I need. 

I think this is one thing that makes me really loose patience quickly.  I have become very dependent on immediate access to things I need.  I never thought I'd see the day - but here I am; a pathetically hooked pawn in the great Chess game of life!!!!!

                                                         Rissy and Luci day dreaming!

Over the weekend, I got all of our papers for IRS together in monthly order, as well as dollar amounts totalled.  I'm waiting to buy Turbo Tax and go to work on our taxes.  I sure don't want an undependable computer, when I get into recording all of those income figures and depreciation of equipment amounts.  If my computer lost all that information while I was working on it, I think I'd flip out.  At least the CD Rom is working again and I can back things up on a disc.

Today, I need to finish frosting a pumpkin cake that I put in the freezer.  I just need to make up the cream cheese frosting and I'm planning on trying orange juice in the cream cheese instead of using cream.  Maybe the orange flavored frosting and pumpkin spice cake will taste really good.

I guess that's it for today.  I need to get dressed, teach, and frost that cake.  Dinner will be simple - VERY simple, since I haven't one idea about what to cook tonight!

Be Blessed  ~

I'm trying to get back in the swing of things, again.  Hard to believe it's 2010!!!